PUBLIC RELATIONS

I was asked a question recently which gave me some food for thought. A simple question that could not be replied to with a simple answer. The question was "Could you go to a club or a party as a doll?".

Well, yes, I could.....I could don the outfit, be struck dumb for the night, but that would merely be me in fancy dress, I would not be 'doll'. There is simply no way that I could permit myself to enter that headzone in a public space. I would not want to.

Initially, this was strange thinking to me as I am not particularly backward at coming forward when it comes to public BDSM play and doubt I could ever be considered as a shrinking violet! But it quickly came to me that the reason behind this 'would not want to' attitude was based on the fact that I feel that this part of me is sacred. My mind belongs to him and him alone, and as such only he could possibly ever be permitted to experience my mental transformation. When doll is around I don't simple dress up - I become, and that, for both of us, is immensely personal.

On a more practical level, I should imagine that with any other people around I would actually find it very difficult to keep my head in place! To go in and out of the space would be both emotionally draining and confusing.

The questioner, not content with these answers, came back with "What if he told you that you HAD to do it?". My reply was no doubt very disappointing as this situation would never occur as he respects my feelings and values his property too much for that! And lets be serious, unless you are using hypnosis you could not force someone into that headspace!

So if hypnosis was used would it be ok? Nope - same rules as in the third paragraph apply!

It all ended with me being informed by cyberdimdom that I was not a true slave and that my owner was not a true dom as it was his duty to force me to do things I didn't want to. I pressed the "what a lot of bollocks" button and put him on block lol!