WHERE DO YOU GO TO MY LOVELY?

I was asked recently, where does (insert my name here) go when she is transformed into something not human? I actually found that a very difficult question to answer fully allowing understanding to be gained by the questioner.

I first thought, perhaps, it may be a form of subspace but, for me and the way I am, I do not think that would correct. For me to sink into subspace takes sensations, pleasure and/or pain, plus the absolute knowledge that I, as a human being, am being dominated by another. Now, whilst this could be applicable in the case of pony or pet play as there is ‘life’ involved, I do not actually see myself as being dominated whilst in inanimate roles such as doll or furniture. Domination is surely all about minds, and inanimate doesn’t do minds!

So I pondered a bit further on the question and whether or not my theory is valid and correct is irrelevant really as it is simply how I see it and how I would best describe it to a layperson.

I mentally perceive myself as like a Russian doll. The main figure is me, the woman, the wife, the mother, the friend, the person who shouts at the news on the TV, the person who makes fantastic cupcakes, the person who frets about the size of her thighs. Inside this main figure is different versions of me, unscrew the figures until I find which one I would like to be/need to be today. The remaining figures are put aside for the time being and all of my concentration and emotions are focused on the chosen figure. I pretty much forget that there actually IS any other figures, or indeed the human being that is me. Each individual figure is impregnated with the aspects of behaviour, the necessary actions and the particular mindset it takes to be whatever that figure represents.

Simples :)


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